some never leave mothers ocean others breathe three hundred ten million more to share than condolences did you say “and there was never a respite from the battle” bringing my transchild to meet your son
(young moose released otm2 and opened out of the mud clothing on monument street in 2014)
usha sings our racist war is neuro cardio muscular toxic fatal without antidote for the attacked from armored pits of batons and spray here in theater we share the suffocation terror of being stepped sat kneeled on after beaten at a slower dosage
(tyrone west was murdered in a struggle with police after a traffic stop in 2013 next to chinquapin run park—tawanda jones continues to speak out about police brutality and accountability)
oxygen honeycombs human estuary of gas exchange cytoplasmic veils gently vibrating air and carbon glide through macrophagia angle toward contagion so we on the edge like reeds in the salty mud breath air and music for every second song of the universe
(in 2013 a massachusetts institute of technology study revealed the wheelabrator bresco trash incinerator has killed roughly eight thousand baltimore city residents since it began operating in 1985—destiny watford organized the curtis bay community to prevent an incinerator from being built there in 2016)
pictures and stories are windows in walls i don’t see past
a black mirror
warm blood on skin yellow white black
someone washing away toward a vast ocean
i navigate by echo
(the reginald f lewis museum of maryland african american history and culture opened on president and pratt streets in 2005)
some cells are windows from outside
stacked in rows and stories
city block
building as spread sheet of data
or
people asking compromised questions
full status as persons
individuals as it
disembodied
identities fade
strenuous humanity
deleading the nation
enfeebled pseudopragmatism
power of realestatecapital like electricity mistransformed
destroying lives
(in 2001 the maryland court of appeals upheld a decision that kennedy krieger institute violated the human rights of families and children by unnecessarily exposing them to lead in order to study misguided partial abatement methods–no level of lead in their bodies is safe for children)
humans in society cotton wool stories waver bunting flying high in wind sun rain individual community environment passing copper electricity toward people palace of trust sparrows on any flag rendered colorless
(in 2001 flag house courts, the last of our public housing high-rises, was demolished to be replaced by 338 units of housing, 20,000 sf of new and refurbished retail space, and green space, including baltimore passage at lombard and albermarle)
(in 2000 many northeast residents protested settling public housing tenants in houses throughout the city, causing postponement of a hearing at the harford senior center so a larger venue could be scheduled)
why am i in a jetplane bombs dropping
buffeted on updraft of ghosts from the fields
wings genteel rolling stolen beats
land far below golden remote
birdover cloudocean doors soaring
explosives infraready jewels to confetti
magic aluminum jeta spoiling sunshine and rain
speed bending flying stars into time
gliding near world top in heaven trip
tender joystick down through whirl wind
mind state perfect military tweaking vision
making money right
because i like my killing washed and clean
(killuminati: the 7 day theory was released posthumously in 1996–tupac shakur began recording in 1987 while attending the school for the arts)